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Saturday, July 23, 2011
Mid-Summer Night's Dream
It's halfway through the summer and only about 2 weeks until the wedding. I'm pretty much done with it. but I'm excited for the rest of my summer after I can wash my hands of this god damned wedding. I got my glasses yesterday and I look fucking gorgeous wearing them. I swear, my face was MADE to wear glasses.
I just got back from a week and a half vacation in California which was sooo relaxing. and I had an epiphany of sorts. I was looking at pictures of the bridal shower that my cousin and I spent literal weeks planning and every picture that had my sister in it, I had the strong urge to slap my sister. I've decided that as soon as I can make it happen, I'm cutting ties with my sister. for at least a year. hopefully more.
I know. That sounds like a horrible thing to say about your sister and we've been through so much together that it's going to be hard. but she's poison to me. she's killing me and if I don't stop it then it won't be stopped and I'll go insane!
The really hard part is going to be that if I want to distance myself from her, it means I'll be distancing myself from the rest of my family too. the family that I love. I don't mind too terribly about distancing myself from my dad. he's a sort of poison too. but my aunt and uncle and cousins? they've been the only thing keeping me halfway sane through my entire crazy life so far.
anyway. I'll do what I have to.
Ta-La for now.
I just got back from a week and a half vacation in California which was sooo relaxing. and I had an epiphany of sorts. I was looking at pictures of the bridal shower that my cousin and I spent literal weeks planning and every picture that had my sister in it, I had the strong urge to slap my sister. I've decided that as soon as I can make it happen, I'm cutting ties with my sister. for at least a year. hopefully more.
I know. That sounds like a horrible thing to say about your sister and we've been through so much together that it's going to be hard. but she's poison to me. she's killing me and if I don't stop it then it won't be stopped and I'll go insane!
The really hard part is going to be that if I want to distance myself from her, it means I'll be distancing myself from the rest of my family too. the family that I love. I don't mind too terribly about distancing myself from my dad. he's a sort of poison too. but my aunt and uncle and cousins? they've been the only thing keeping me halfway sane through my entire crazy life so far.
anyway. I'll do what I have to.
Ta-La for now.
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